It's that time of year again when a new year await the old year to go by, just three days away to be precise. As usual it gives me a chance to review the past twelve months before I get really drunk on New Year's Eve.

Let's see the high points first. Two written pieces of mine got printed in 'The San Diego Readers' and it finally inspired me to give my writing a chance. Well, my writing career will most likely turn out to be just a dream, but then I could now be able to say 'at least I tried'. Then, there is this sudden silence in the nagging department from my 'mom and co' asking me to get married. They seem to have finally realized that they can't talk me into marrying and emotional blackmails are not going to work with me. Good for them and good for me. And most importantly my health problem went away this year and I am healthy as I could be.

Also on a positive side, I was introduced to the world of gay dating websites and I am happy to announce that I am now neck-deep in that pool. I had to change the notion I had earlier about those websites that they are just useless sites. I expect myself to get drown very soon in that pool and that will be when I actually meet one of the guys from those dating sides (I am yet to do that).

On the down side, I broke up with AK. There are reasons for that but what's the use digging them up. All I can say is that he was a good kid, and very sexy too hahahha. The first night we had together, which turned out to be his first time ever, will remain with me for long. Then there was this fling with one of my co-workers. The sex was fabulous and he was so ready for a physical relationship. I thought I was too, but in the end I couldn't help but started having feelings for him. But he went away and we just grew apart.

And then I started smoking once again!(actually, no surprises there) I hope there will be someone around who will kick my ass whenever I light a cigarette. I can give you a dozen reasons for trying to choke my lung again; increase workload, the break-ups and many shits, but I know that will be just lame excuses you just won't accept. I am sorry I started smoking again, but I am sorrier because I really don't know when I will quit smoking again. May be I will decide to make the coming year 'a health year' and may be that will make me quit smoking. As they say you never know what the New Year will bring.

Lastly, here is (above) something to pull you out of the winter chill; a photograph by Fabien Lemaire, a French photographer from Paris. The name of the model is Cedrano.

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